I just don't know what to say because I am smiling. I don't know why. I'm just kind of happy. Like sucks, I know it. But I've decided to live it, to try as much as I can to make it work. You are my best friend. I don't imagine my life without you now. You are a part of me. And I'm prouf of it. But we both know that one day, we need to live our lives, without each other. Because it's nice to have a friend but life is not easy. I really hope we'll be friend for years but I can't say it. I don't know the futur L. So do you. You were here every step of my way here. You became important in a year and a half, only. It's short. It's fast. Maybe too much. Maybe we should slow down our friendship. I don't really know. I just want to find that guy. He'll told me "You are enough", that he doesn't need someone else in his life, because he has me. He'll tell me that he loves me and that our love will be forever. Don't you want this with a girl ? You can have it, you just need to let her in. As I need to let him in. We shouldn't close our hearts because we are scared. Life is scary. But we live it anyway. And we both are so courageous to live away from home. Just be happy my friend.