My life is ordinary. I have my two parents, brothers and sisters. I don't have any trouble. But I missed something. I didn't know what until now. I need to live. I need to have friends. I don't need to fear. I have to go on. Move on. I can do it. It's just not that easy. Going away from my familly is hard. Really. I'm lucky, I can talk to them everyday. But still ... But I need to live. Damn. I don't need to be in the past. I need to move on. He's not here anymore. He don't even know that I'm here. I really hoped he knew but ... I know how it will end, so. He doesn't know. And he won't. But I need to leave him. I need to let him go. I'm in a new life. And I will live it. Without him. With them.